Well,
I'm just trying to figure life out. I mean, aren't we all?
Right now, I'm venturing out on my own a bit. I don't mean from my parents or anything, I've already done that, and while there's still a lot to learn about being a grown up, yeah... that's besides the point.
The point is, I've broken up with my boyfriend.
I really thought that maybe he was going to be the one for me. He was fun, he was kind, he was respectful, he was great at listening and honoring my boundaries, no matter how strict they were... and even though it seemed like he was going to be able to do everything for me, I knew that he wanted something that I could not give. At the beginning, I believed that maybe I would change and feel more comfortable, but as our relationship continued, it became clear to me that yeah, I had changed a little, but I wasn't going to change as much as we were hoping for, and after realizing that, I decided that I didn't have to change. The way I am is not hurting anyone, but if I had tried to continue that relationship, I could see that we were just going to continue being stressors for each other. I didn't want that, and I didn't want to put him through that either.
So, I broke it off and now I'm trying to figure out what this means for me and the future.
I hope he's doing well. And I hope that whoever he finds is exactly who he needs and who needs him to realize their full potential together, because I couldn't do that for him.
Be safe. Find joy.
- Pink Cat
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