This is page is not finished being put together, but here's a poem I wrote a while back that I feel should be available to see:
Climbing to Heaven
I heard a voice
Quiet and still
I gazed around
From my silent hill
A ways off
I saw a wall
Straight up and down
Infinitely tall.
There hung a rope
Stretched to infinity
Again the voice:
"Come unto me."
Those words cut deep
So deep, I stood
Grabbed the rope
Jumped high as I could,
But my arms were weak
And could not hold.
As I fell, I thought,
"Why was I so bold
To think my strength enough
And my grip would hold?"
In anguish I cried,
"Why did you call me,
I, who is weak,
With this impossibility?"
The answer came
As a whisper, still:
"I saw you, child,
On your little hill.
I saw your desire
To go so much higher
And with my help
I know you will.
"I called you before
To see if you would,
I call once again,
I see you are good.
"Come unto me
And for a little while,
Continue to climb
And learn from this trial."
Silence fell
And as I waited,
Tears spilled over
My heart deflated.
I gazed through blurry vision
Into the clouds, into the heavens
I saw them open and out descended
Loving hands, seventy times seven.
Surrounding me
My burdens they bore.
I grabbed the rope
And began once more.
My arms worked hard
But I did not fall
I had help and support
As I climbed this wall.
As higher I climbed
I began to see
That there was much
In it for me.
Hand over hand
Higher and higher
My arms grew stronger
My grip made tighter.
My strength did fail me
Many, many times
But the angels never did
Throughout the tiresome climb.
There were times, too
That my thoughts would be
"I can't do this
I'm too weak for thee."
In those moments
At times stretched for hours
I cried for help
My soul was devoured.
"I want to come
Please don't leave me be."
And a response would come
"I still wait for thee."
In comfort and hope
I regained my strength
I kept on climbing
And saw the end at length
I reached the top
But a ledge blocked my way
"How can this be?
I can not finish," I say.
Two strong hands
Grab mine and say
"I am the path
I am the way."
Pulled over the top
I'm drawn in and embraced
"Well done, my child,
You see my face."
He pulled me back
And I saw His eyes
Full of love
I was His prize
The words he spake
To my heart they went
"Thou hast done well
My good and faithful servant."
- Pink Cat (10/30/18)